sick day

Well today was thoroughly pointless. All I did was lay in bed and eat pumpkin muffins. ALL DAY. And listen to my ipod and drift in and out of sleep. And watch TV on my computer. But still. Today just felt so... wasted :(
Apparently one of the secretaries offered me a job (through my dad) for the first couple weeks of summer, doing office work with flexible hours. I don't want to take it, because I want summer to be fun, not spent in the school doing mindless work and wishing I was out in the sunshine. But I do need the money. And it's only for a couple weeks. And it would be good experience for my resume. So I don't know :S
If it wasn't the FIRST few weeks it would be different. By the end of July I might want some kind of structure to fill my days, especially if you girls are away on holidays. But right after exams the LAST place I'll want to be is in that school... Gah I just don't know, I keep going back and forth in my head of what I should do.
I'm SOO excited for summer, but I'm also pretty dependent on structure and order and schedules and routine. And summer is this big stretch of nothing besides a couple hours of coaching... I don't even have holidays planned. That kind of scares my brain, because I depend on my crazy schedule to keep me sane sometimes.
Right now, I'm worried my days will just be this big stretch of nothing.
Maybe that's okay. Summer CAN be about doing nothing.
But my brain just doesn't think like that.