Communication

Hooray for friendship!
The little bits of contact I have with each of you girls through out the week makes me super happy :D
Even when its just a text message here and there, its a really pleasant reminder that you all exist.

Savannah got to meet the boy yesterday!!!!:D it feltt like an overall success :) fun was had, and good food was eaten.

Ive been putting resumes in a bunch of places. I really just want people to like me! And then give me money haha. More like validate me as a person, and help expand my experience and skill sets. Yup. Thats it.

The boy is good. Im glad he likes my friends(except maybe mosby haha we'll work on that ;) )
And now my siblings have come whirling inside... now i actually have to do stuff to earn the money my mum promised. Haha.

Fine!

Fineeeeeeeeeeee. I'm procrastinating now anyways! I've been grumpy these last two days. Less grumpy today, but it is definitely a thing right now :P. I need sunlight. Badly! A ray of sunshine today was seeing Katlin!!!! I love that we have the chance to just encounter each other at school<3 even if school is huge :) But yeah, life, hm, i'm very apathetic to it right now. I feel like just existing instead of really.. living.. I know it's just a temporary mood, but still. It's not a feeling i am used to at all, and it's kind of confusing, and disgruntling.I also have the sense that i have forgotten something very important- but i have no idea what. You're probably as confused as i am reading this :P Sorry bumpkins, i'm in a strange phase :P Oddly enough, doing schoolwork is kind of settling, it keeps my mind off of nonsense that i don't want to deal with-such as big questions about future, my relationships, what i am doing with my liiiiiiiiiifeeeeeeee, all of that. On a happy note, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh one of my favourite musicians is coming here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cannot wait...... april 11th!!! I am frickin frickin frickin stoked. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Life. regardless of everything else, you have to appreciate how obnoxious it is. Just like me :P HAHAHAHA JUST KIDDING!

Monika, just do it.

Lets revive this thing. Lets make it happen!!!!

Update time.
I can now blog from my phone, which means i never have an excuse not too.
My siblings are cute and crazy.
My family is trying to eat healthier....
I havent written in the journals for ages.
Ive been memorising the bible with my boyfriend, because thats a thing.
Rehearsals are long and tedious, but im super excited for the final product.
Working on audition stuff and sort of freaking out about my future are things i do.

I love you girls. Now Monika, write on the blog!!!!