that's what time it is right now. Op, 2:23 now. That's Saturday May something, but I do know that it's now 7 weeks till graduation. I like to think of it in terms of weeks, not days. That way I plan it in little packages, a sort of phrasing in a sense. The past two weeks have been as demanding as they can possibly have been. That last break came at the wrong time for me...there is no time to ease back into the grand scheme of things, it's like jumping into the deep end, but entering the bottom of the ocean and hoping you'll make it to the surface in time to breathe.
I can't even express my body's relief that it is the end of the week, even though the next three are going to be possibly even more hectic.
I don't think I can get into the details, I won't be able to pull myself out of them, but lets just say I'm doing everything I possibly can in every aspect that I can possibly have some relation to.
know what is especially weird? the closer I come to making decisions and for assembling the major next steps, the more uncertain everything is. It's this complex, interconnected web and I feel like a little fly, applying all of its energy while a big black spider looms as the decision maker.
wow, nice analogy Maya, really uplifting. Great, now I'm even talking to myself.
know what is so cool? I had to give my computer time to think, as internet was slow, and I kinda left this post for over an hour while I was taking a shower and packing things up, and now it is 3:33!
very very awesome.
I think I'll end this while the awesomeness prevails, don't want some silly spider stealing its glory.
love you girls with all my heart,
Maya
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