home sick:(

Heyyyyy im so sorry about the absense of my posts!:( I've just been so busy and I always forget cause I have so many things on my mind.... It's like oh I should blog but then before I'm allowed on the internet I have to do a bunch of stupid things (aka homework, chores)and then I forget:( I'm not even suposed to be on the computer right now but I now have my laptop!!!!!!!*jumping up and down clapping hands* lol I was very pleased:P So my mom thinks I'm doing homework right now, which I was.. Until I wasn't *oops*

So right now I'm sitting in bed with my brand new laptop listening to the rain and thunder. Other than the fact that I feel fairly crapy, it's actually fairly enjoyable. I don't know what's up with me!!:S When I'm at dance, usually after running a routine/cardio type things, my stomach gets all queezy and it's kind of terrible. Like usually I just ignore it but it's becoming a fairly frequent occurence. Before it was like once a month type thing and I would just push through it like nbd, yeah its uncumfortable but I'll live. But it has increasingly become fairly regular. It was hurting me on Monday after we ran our jazz group and didn't stop hurting like until I went to bed, but then last night it started hurting me in my first class like it usually does, but then when I woke up this morning it hadn't gone away which was really disconcerting.

I am legitimatly in LOVE with my laptop though, like if you thought i was in love with my blackberry, well this is like ten times that lol:$ its just amazin!! I'm so glad my dad got me a legit like full sized one cause originally he was just going to get me a netbook.

OMG ok so i wrote like 4 pages about it in the journal last night but I'm just so excited!! So you girls know how Kayla has cancer right? I'm pretty sure I told you guys.... If I didn't I'm so sorry!! And now you know. But we're doing a piece for her in the year end show (most likely) and I think it's going to be really good!! Also the seniors are going to get the older kids(the inters and seniors) not the juniors, and make up a relay for life team, like in honour of Kayla I guess you could say. Also like for sponsours, we're going to put our dance like right before the intermission so that right after Kristin can say a little blurb about it and Kayla and there will be a table for people to pledge money for our relay for life team! I think its such a good idea:D It makes me feel like we're actaully doing something you know?? Like I'm not just totally helpless.

Ok so anyways thats all for now
Love you girls lots<3<3<3<3