...Left me with probably the greatest tan ever, nbd :D
And with 2 new bathingsuits (buy one get one free!) that I love.
And with a new closeness with my cousin Derek. We've been through a whole new step of life together now, and I hope we stay as close as we were this week.
And with a new friend, who I'll probably hardly see ever, sadly. This point actually makes me so upset :(
My Long Point holiday this year was... a lot different from before. I guess we're just getting older, K+D's kids are older, Derek brought a friend instead of a girlfriend, and so I hung out with them a lot more because I didn't bring a friend. So between all that, stuff was just... not what you'd expect from me.
Read the journal for the details I'd rather not spill online lol.
To be honest, thinking about it all now, I'm not sure how I feel about it. I didn't do anything wrong. And nothing has really changed. But somehow it has.
I miss you girls like crazy... and my safe, secure, predictable, hard work and routine filled life. I want to go back into my routine of hanging out and being happy with how things are turning out, accomplishing stuff and planning for the future. No matter how scary the future is, I can always fool myself into thinking it's infinitely far away. There's only so much living in the moment someone like me can take...
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