As I sit here bouncing franticly(like actally the laptop on my respective lap is jiggling uncontrollingly) I find many thoughts racing through my rapid fire adolecent mind.
Many truths are revealed to me at the bewitching hour that is now upon me.
When the wee hours of the nice take me in their grip my mind is no longer my own. It's like little beast enter through my nose and take over the rest of my being.
Ideas flit across the canvase of my mind like hurried butterflies caught on a wild wind that blows from the softness of the southern regions of our wonderful world. A place where only golden happiness exsists.
A world where creatures undiscovered roam and hid, never to be found our harmed by a human touch.
There are moments when the night just starts to deteriorate my senses and filters. Making me into a savage beast that roams the far reaches of the hidden mind.
Things are possible when the cricket sings its lonesome song outside my open widow while the hurried midnight drives zoom by in the dark that are not possible when the sky is bright and the sun illuminates every nook and cranie.
Sometimes I feel like I don't know why people do anything during the day. There is no reason for us to crave the day light any longer. As a speices we have created environments and instruments that allow us to function in a way unnatural and unknown to our anncestors. We essentially have created a new territory where we are no longer controlled by the lights in the sky. We have made it possible to see, grow, create and life in what would be darkness. There is almost no need for darkness now. We have eliminated darkness.
Which is scary. Since the difference between darkness and light was one of the first things established at the beginning of the world. Every creature, plant and environment relies on the ablitly to draw energy from the bright light of the day, and to rest and rejuvinate in the darkness and cool of the gentle night.
When the wild ponies that are lead by the reins of our minds are set loose, the drag intuition and logic with them, leaving a gaping hole for the wonders of the other world that we forget as we grow old to creep back in. As the years from childhood pass, the hole fights against itself to close, until we reach an age where it sags back and turns into ancient insanity. The second childhood. Personally I plan never to leave the first childhood behind entirely. Therefore my decline may seem to come sooner than most others, but really that's not the truth at all.
There you have it. 10 solid minutes of writing. None stop. No editing. No pre-reading before publishing for your lovely eyes to enjoy.
Let's just say this is the result of a late summer mist and possibly a does of caffiene....
As much as I would like to think that coffee has no effect on me. The numbers on my clock beg to differ. As do my wide eyes and frantic limbs.
On a note that actually makes sense and relates to my life.
I'm missing Jane Eyre, but I'm excited for this year.
And I can't wait to do another intensive in 2012.
I'm actually moving rooms. Most likely in September...
I am for sure for sure going to see Jesus Christ Superstar with my daddy on the 1st of September.
I'm sleeping over at Jessie's tomorrow.
I may not be going to long point at all :(
I want to hang out with all of you girls(at least the ones who are around right now).
My room is MUCH cleaner than it has been in quite awhile....
Today was fabulous.
I went to the nature area and took some pretty great pictures. it's been a while since I've spent some quality time with my camera.
Mom and I went thrift store shopping and I got a pretty decent array of items(including 2 pretty epic rings!)
It was 50% off day at Talize, which made everything that much more epic.
I want to write in the journals(also my own personal one...) but I feel like my writing would be illegible(more so than usual :P) so I'll stick to typing - though I might regret that when I do eventually read this back at somepoint... if ever :P
Even now I can hardly remember what I wrote about for 10minutes. Honestly. I was on autopilot. lol. I appologize. But I figure you girls can take it. Or we're at least close enough that I don't mind if you ignore it.
Hmmmmm. I think I've worn myself out. I might be feeling the crash from that ice capp(finallly!!!!!)
mom and I watched Yentle today. It's a Barbra Strisen movie. It was pretty good. until the ending which didn't make any sense :P
I liked the music though :)
I want to know what show singer's theatre is doing next year!
OMG. I need to sleep.
k thanks bye.
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