I need to post. I was hoping I'd find a good time to post, when some nice things are happening, but those haven't exactly happened and I haven't posted in way too long...so here goes. This'll be a short one, I'm at the end of my 'weekend' time. You know when you look forward to the weekend all week just to be able to get things done, and then all of a sudden it's the end of the weekend and nothing is done? welll.....
Everything seems to be at its apex of stress right now; I have had so many applications to fill out, for university programs, post-secondary dance programs, hopeful scholarships...things are buuuusy. Actually, if I were to detail everything else, it might sound funny. All the seemingly trivial stuff that I need to do that hasn't gotten done and that I'm exhausted about...wow, I can't even write. yup, I'm exhausted. Three days this week I went to bed at 12 and woke up at 6:30, so much homework and major tests etc, and I can't seem to recover. I'm a walking zombie...I know I'm walking, cause my shins are pretty painful and remind me that my nerves are in great working condition. yay for that anyways...
I just need to pull things together, focus on one moment at a time, and believe it or not I'm actually feeling a little better having written a bit of it down.
You girls never cease to make me feel better. I feel like I'm with you right now, and I'm putting on my toothbrush bracelet at this very moment. good, it's on...now, onto sewing pointe shoes so that my feet don't die.
love you all and miss you
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