DONE MATH

... And I'm actually sad about that:(
I know, I'm a freak. But there's something so comforting about going in to write a test, solving every problem, and being rewarded with a good mark after. Math is something that I feel like I get out exactly what I put in to it. It's comforting to know that I can work hard and get the marks I want.
I wish all of life was like that.

Also, that was my last course that I'll have with some of my grade 12 friends. All my smart contest class friends... bye:(

Honestly, I wish there were more math courses. They may be hard, and a lot of work, and not fun... Pretty boring at times. But I know exactly what's expected of me in them, and I do it. I get this extreme satifaction from solving problems and acing tests. It makes me feel in control of my life. And we all know that most of life's problems AREN'T like that. Solutions in the math world are much nicer than in the ones in the real world. I like that when you write a math test you can block out everything, and just focus on what's exactly in front of you. It's like setting aside all your issues for awhile, and having this little pool of freedom.

So even if I don't really LIKE math... I'm going to miss it, because it makes me feel safe.