time to start panicking...

I forgot how HARD physics is!

Like, when you do it bit by bit, it doesn't seem so bad. But looking back... Wow. This exam is freaking me out, a lot. That course was intense, and I have to know the whole thing and put it all down on paper for three hours. I don't even know if my brain can function for three hours straight on ANYTHING, nevermind physics problems... Now I know why people say this is the hardest course in the school. I believe them now.
Also, I've got english and coaching and the dentist the day before. So I have to do everything over the next 2 days. Yay.

I'm hoping the english exam will be pretty standard, no surprises essay and I'll feel inspired that day and use wonderful big words and randomly have insightful things to say about what we've read this year. Fingers crossed haha.

The thing I really hate about english lately is how we have to write the SAME THING AS EVERYONE ELSE. And only what MY teacher thinks is important. I can never really explore what I like about the novels/movies/plays. Because there were a few characters (Kurtz, Lady Macbeth) that I REALLY liked. And I'd LOVE to write an essay on them, because I'm a big nerd and I'd actually enjoy finding out more about their role in literature. But I hardly get to touch on them because they aren't in the curiculum. It just sucks, because I'm actually motivated to learn for once, and I feel like its completely stopped by school. :(

I miss being homeschooled.
Plus, I'm missing out on the homeschool prom! :P
I mean really, it sounds like the event of the year. LOL.

I'm getting super super SUPER excited about summer though!
My friend Jen and I are planning an anti-prom night, because she and her BF broke up so she's not going to prom after all. So we're getting dressed up and going to Mongolian Grill and eating carbs while looking pretty and talking about how we hate boys haha. Yay life.
And then the next night, my friend Alex is having a party! Yay! :D With FTC people and some of his other friends. Which will also be fun :)
And THEN, Jen and Caitlin and I are having a movie night on the Saturday after that.

Plus I have to fit in you girls EVERY DAY :D :D :D

Summer seems like it's gonna have a great start!! <3